I am an idiot with 0 tilt-control
That’s all folks…
(After today’s nice run, I started a second session in which used to be my specialty – HU nl hold’em sngs…and I failed miserably…after taking some nasty beats early on, I totally lost it and donked off all my profits and then some….pretty sick…yuck…I’m so disgusted and disappointed in myself just now…wow…busto once more…sick sick sick…the only thing that is “positive” this time around is that I had cashed out my initial redeposit + a small profit…but it still hurts to lose all the extra profit I made in one fugly session…ouch…oh well, nothing I can do now but moan, logoff and be mad at myself for a while…I’m outta here…peace…)
Royal flush squared
Sometimes poker is just fun…other times it’s just sick. As I’m sick like in ill, I played “a little” on ftp today. Racked up > 600 FTP which is unheard of in my grinding. An to make a long story short it was up and down and up and down and down down down. Almost busto in the process, but with a shiny “Gold Edge Sticker”…lol…as it’s approaching 4am over here, I’m too lazy to attach the numerous screenshots, which shall follow in another post.
One thing is worth mentioning though…lost to a royal flush not once, but twice today – remarkable, what are the odds? In other news: lost to a one outer while holding aces and flopping the world, lost lost lost…I’m off to bed, if I can keep myself from vomit-laughing…sometimes poker is so sick that you can only laugh about it to keep your sanity. Today is one of those days were this is true with a capital T….I’m off…cya…
Random pic dump
Time to play some poker has been sparse the last couple of days, been bouncing up and done and round and round…nothing particular standing out, so I’ll just leave with another classic pic dump starting February 2nd and ending today…
Poker is making me sick again…
Sorry for the lack of posting, madly busy at work these days, so basically no playing on weekdays, only on the weekends and if I feel like it.
Had a nice run the last few weeks, that changed to a so-and-so run the past few days and to a disaster today. I couldn’t win when it mattered and I think I bubbled more than I’ve ever have…so sick…oh well…I’ll stop the bleeding for today and just quit for the day…no use in throwing more money away as I can’t win even a 95% hand when it counts…I’m outta here to de-steam…
2012/01/05
Just a quick pic dump as I’m still cleaning the keyboard from puking all over it…lol…j/k…not much traction as is usual with highly volatile HU-play…so I took the small profit and ran…
2012/01/01
New year, new tourneys…didn’t feel like playing much today, but had some time to kill, so I played a little 3.5$ 45-player-SnG again…finished 2nd this time, just couldn’t get any traction headsup despite having a 3:2 chiplead…enjoy the pic dump, I’m off to watch the darts world championship…